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[04 Nov 2005|09:34pm] |
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great a cop just called my house for doing gymnastics in the park.im so screwed..y couldnjt my parents just laugh this off. like i know in ten years this might seem funny but as of now this is really bad.and me being really stupid gave this guy jackis cell number,notmy house so jacki if u dont hear from me u might have a message on ur phone.
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[20 Oct 2005|06:56pm] |
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i baked two cakes today for the fort hamiliton swim team..so anyone who goes to forthamiliton should buy my vanillia cake with the sweedish fish and blue waves because justina and delia made it with lots of love. xoxodelia
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| obosand blow up boats |
[10 Sep 2005|01:30am] |
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today was fun, i miss hanging out. school is blahh cant get physchcology in my program. and im gonna learn how to play an instrument whoop! possibly the o-bo (not body oder hhaha) lol but probably the flute. im already lost in math damn zac two times in a row. hopefuly our swim team wont stink this year, practice monday cant wiat....everyone should get a blow up boat just in case bay ridge gets flooded,lol my familiy so paranoid.
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[17 Jul 2005|07:54pm] |
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i love justina because i do and yea.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...im so bored. there is no point in me having a live journal. what the hell does recumbant mean???
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| merry chirstmas |
[24 Dec 2004|10:28pm] |
im upstate right now with my dads side of the family. i guess im having fun but my cousins were playing this game before and now there watching this sports movie..so ive been watching the james bond marathon with my parents and my aunt and uncle. i miss my grandma..it was so much more fun when she was here, and i know she really cared about me and she never judged people theres no words to describe her character even when she was sick she never said that she was in pain..she was too good to me i didnt deserve it.
so i havent been online in a month or whatever b.c my dad tried to set up road runner by himself instead of waiting for the installation person to do it, and now i cant even get on to aol..i love him to death but hes not one of those fix it dads. so since its christmas i just wanted to thank all of my friends for always being there for me and my grandma for loving me too much xox imissu. luv always, delia
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| summers ending and im doing work my parents r making me do on depressing stories of war&people dying |
[06 Sep 2004|12:33am] |
so i was doing these reports for school on war and terrisom and the pages of the new york times were filled with blood and death and all these trageties. and then there was this one page that said imagine peace. i was like just struck by it so much that i had to post when i never do. its unbelievable this fear of death or of just not knowning that we have to live in. and if u just think about how amazing peace would be its almost unimanginable.
so yea everythings been cool lately..im getting my work done for school next monday. i cant believe its over. but(trying 2 be positive) it means next summer is closer i guess...and christmas!!! how can u NOT love christmas. or if u dont celebrate christmas hanacka (sry about the spelling) rocks too..i think u get like 7 presents or something. but anyway..to everyone whose pissed that summers ending it only means that next summer is closer and you'll be older and when ur older it always seems more fun. at least for me it does.
o and i re-arranged my room and it looks really cool (sry but i had to add that. i did it all by myself i moved everything!!im so proud)
delia (this is i think my longest entry)
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| crickets!!! |
[01 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
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im watching justinas lizard for the week shes away.and today i went to go and get its crickets and i was crying on the way home..they were so groose. and the container had this crack and they all got out. it was horrible. i was spazzing out when i got home right on my block in front of all my neighbors. it was sorta funny i guess. but so gross. anyway i fed it finally!1 when i went bac and got a new container and asked them to get alll the crickets out of the plastic bag into it. i felt so stupid, the guy was like well there just bugs. i gtg and do my summer work ahh!! it never ends...ever. xoxodee
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| good times |
[29 Aug 2004|12:03am] |
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i need to find another guy 2 like the one i do now cheats and arg!! i dunno its just pointless. but yea thats my goal for this summer. until the end of it...omg im soo upset summer is ending and i have all this work my parents r making me do. yea but anyway w.r tyhings will always work out ok i guess. <333 ddee
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| my last day in brooklyn |
[18 Aug 2004|12:24am] |
today i got my hair done at 1 30 as soon as i woke up. i was so tired i slept till 1 ish. i ddidnt read my book. i still need to read another one after this one. and do 6 reports on new york times articles which my parents have been up my ass about. theyre so annoying. i wish i could stop time with a couple of my best friends and get all my work done and make the summer last forever. and then when im bored of it. i'll make schoool start. now thaTD be sick. but u know stuff like that doesnt happen ever. so yea...i needa get this shit done soon.
but today after my hair i went to show jacki it and then i went with my mom out and then i met up with jacki again on 86th street and we went shopping for thongs lol. it was fun. after that i had dinner at her house and met her absolutly adorable cousins and her nefew. i wanna have a reallly big family when i grow up. i hate being an only child. but jackis family is almost like my family its kinda weird but ive known them all my life its cool actually. after that we went out to meet up with tim, megan, ashely, gia, george, gabe, sarah, laura, little tim was there too...and some other people i forget to mention. we bought drinks and went into the parc some 15 of us. 5 minutes later people r seaching the woods with flash lighs and i think they said nypd. i was shiting myself. then jacki me and gabe ran in the other direction and jacki and i climed the fence. (sry this is a really long entry-u dont have 2 read it from here on ) then when we finally go over it we go bac in cause we heard the cops left. then we see what we thought was a flash light so we ran bac out. we find out it wasnt and it was just a cell phone. so eventually we go bac in again meet up with tim and megan find our drinks and then drink really quickly two of them cause jacki and i had to go home. i felt so sick. (this is why drinking is very STUPID. and for people with nothing else to do. im not planing on doing this again for a very long time.) and then on the way out over the fence i almost got stuck it was soo funny. and then jacki after me was there five minutes with a huge fence prong thru her jeans just laughing lol it was great, after that jacki left her phone in the parc. but some nice person we didnt know returned it. which was really cool..brooklyn isnt all full of assholes and drunks like some people think. broklyn isnt really that bad of a place to grow up in. i love it and i couldnt imagine living any place else. im gonna miss u guys for a week and my beautiful bay ridge. but if i die in a plane crash or get eaten by a bear i love u all and im sry if i was ever a bitch to any of u.i really dont like plane flights wish me good luck. later<33.
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| missing brooklyn already |
[17 Aug 2004|01:35pm] |
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tomorrow im going to wyoming.im excited and stuff but my dogs not coming and im sorta worried about him. hes getting joint pains and hes only 5. my parents rnt gonna let me out anymore cause i havent finished my summer work. and i really want to have fun the last month-ish of summer..so im just gonna work my ass off on the plane and stuff. hopefully i can get everything done. but i gtg get my hair cut now. later
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| ughhh |
[15 Aug 2004|11:43pm] |
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i have 2 eye infections and my eyes r more red than white. ahhhhh!! this hurts soo much and im going away on wednesday to wyoming ..and im gonna miss everyone...i wish i wasnt. a week with my parents in this beautiful place i wish my friends could tag along. later<333
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[12 Aug 2004|11:56pm] |
hmmmm..today i did something really reallly stupid that i wish i never did. its not like anyone else really cares about it my parents dont know. and none of that shit. but its almost worse that no one else knows but me. cause now i feel so guilty about it and i just feel stupid.
but besides that i think im in the same shit whole again..i always make everything worse. but whatever i love my friends and they always make me sooo chipper...thanks guys ooo i love u.
props to jacki u had lots of guts to have ur tounge clipped.props is different u little fellow native americian leprachon
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| imissu |
[22 Jul 2004|11:26pm] |
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once again ive faLlen on my face..screwed up all over u. thinking this could ever work. im in peices. but its not only u..its two other people too. one person who i had the time of my life with and the other who is soo confused i dont even know what to think. im misreble...i dont even know what i want anymore. or if getting it will even make me happy. but i guess i have best friends that make up for it. i luv u guys<33
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[19 Jul 2004|03:05pm] |
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[18 Jul 2004|06:57pm] |
alkaline trio-blue caroline
"Blue Carolina"
It's everything that I can do right now
To not think about you moving further off with every passing second
And every night of this lonely summertime
I feel you missing from my heart, a part was kidnapped from my soul
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
The night is aging as the sun warms your face
Won't you turn around and stay for good, the air is getting much too cold
I am nervous and anxious, it really counts this time
And you know all my favorite singers have stolen all of my best lines
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
Someday I'll burn this bed
Only two feet wide, but where I'll hide for the next 17 days
I will ask myself, "How badly do I want this?"
I really want this
Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skin
Well I can hardly wait until I feel that thrill my heart that starts inside your eyes
And a song in my head that burns so good on my tongue
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will, yeah, yeah
Yes I will
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| i'll savor every moment of this |
[07 Jul 2004|10:30pm] |
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so i went to breezy 2day again it was cool i burnt my bac..and it hurts but w.e im used to it..i hate sun bloc i think it clogs ur pores so i burn instead. but yea..im in this nasty situation rite now and if i were to explain it without or without names i would piss people off. so yea as soon as i think it couldnt get worse it does. i have the worst luc. but at least im not dying of cancer or know some1 who is--that would be horrible.but yea i guess i owe this bac luck to all that mirror breaking..i only have 3 more years left if u believe in that stuff. anyway im leaving to go upstate in the anarandac(spelt wrong) mountains but its like a 5 hour drive with jacki and her group. it should be fun but i'll miss all u people. i'll be bac on tuesday nite. i think i need a break thou from all this drama. omg he hooked up with her and her and wow blah blah blah..he doesnt give a shit about me. so im totally cool with once again liking someone who has absolutly no intrest in me what-so-ever and he is head over heels in love with one of my best friends. it always happens that way. but the day it doesnt pigs will be fucking flying. <33 im outt have a nice 6 days pple see u tuesday.
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| breezy point sun burns |
[04 Jul 2004|08:07pm] |
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im soo sunburned rite now..me and jacki didnt think we ever got color on our legs and now there like red. but yea next time were using sun block and deffinatly going to the bay at nite. its soo georgous there when the sun sets and its just the water. i was sitting there with my head lying off of the bench and everything was backwards and it looked so cool. and the wind was blowing and yea i had a very fun but relaxing day. i love the oceaN..when i get older im going to tahitti and living there. well im upstate rite now family go together..its cool i miss my grandma thou<333
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| i miss u <33 |
[03 Jul 2004|10:10pm] |
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tomorrow the fourth of july would have been my grandmothers 87th birthday but she passed away this febuary 17th of lung cancer. i miss her so much.but what hurts the most is that i dont really remember her when she wasnt sick. i remember the cards on valentimes day and the hugs and the stories that seemed centuries old to me when i was just i kid. i remember her simile her humor that she kept even up until those last horrible weeks. i remember me not being there for her. thinking it was better to hang out with my friends. i regret it so much. its something ill never be able to tell myself that it was okay. cause its not. i should have been there i was just too fucking stupid to understand she was dying and she loved me so much and she deserved a much better granddaughter that what she got. my dad always reminds me whenever i go down to her apartment (my basement) that i never did that when she was sick. i hate him for it but i know that its the truth and thats the worst part. grandma i love u and i miss u and i'll never forget u<33rip
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| the sun will come out tomorrrow |
[27 Jun 2004|12:54am] |
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today was kinda boring in the beginning but then i went out sorta late and i hung out with a bunch of people.then we went to this house party. my mom showed up which was fun and then i had to argue with her saying im going to "go get a movie". but yea i guess i was lying too but they wouldn't even let me walk on third to get a freaking movie. ahhh!!! but w.e im happy now im munching on cereal from the box..i hate it with milk. and im listening to the song the sun will come out tomorrow. its a really good song thou. <33
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| it finally feels like summer |
[25 Jun 2004|05:35pm] |
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today was so much better than i thought it was going to be.. im really content right now. it's raining and im really happy im not out cause its thundering. for once i dont mind being home. im gonna make hot chocolate and act like a dweeb and read my horoscope or something. but today was pretty cool. i didnt do much but the skatepark wasn't really boring and alot is going on. much love to jacki and dev i love u guys<33. i realized today that i think i know what my purpose in life is... thanks syl for the pondering lol. and hannah and gaby were gonna become pro-skaters lol..u gotta believe.
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